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Benjamin Tan
29 June
18
Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management
Polytechnic West
City Harvester
W193
Sports Leader
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![]() Benjamin Tan 29 June 18 Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management Polytechnic West City Harvester W193 Sports Leader music.
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G'day People.My name is Benjamin, most people call me Ben or Benben I was borned and raised in Singapore But I came to Australia 2 years ago to persue my studies in Hospitalty Management Currently Working for Tony Roma's Perth and 399 Bar I just simply love cooking and bartending I enjoy Badminton and playing pool as well I used to be from Marsiling Secondary School and proud to say that i'm from MSL badminton and Sports Leaders Council I'm proud to be from City Harvest Church and from N246 I LOVE EVERYONE!!! friends.
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TALK TO ME!!!Thursday, 10 December 2009 The past 2 hours has been a turmoil for myself.. I started to feel stressed up.. I just want to let go of everything I've been having too much mixed feelings within myself.. Something inside myself has been telling me not to go back to Singapore.. And i began to see no reasons to return.. I started to feel that it's time for me to be all about myself.. For once.. I'm going to be selfish.. I was just thinking that.. I've been too nice to everyone the past few years.. I want to do things that i want to do.. I just want to sit down somewhere, where there is no one.. To relax.. I want to do things not for the sake of other people.. But for the sake of myself.. I just feel like as tho.. I'm going back to singapore this time for the sake of other people.. Deep down inside myself.. I want some rest.. Some good rest.. I don't want to cook.. I don't want to serve.. I want to be served.. And lately, in regards to cooking.. I've quarreled with my mother.. I've agreed to cook for my dad for his birthday next week.. But to be honest.. I just want to show him how much of my life has he missed out.. I want him to feel bad.. But now, i don't want to do that.. I want to show him that my mum sending me to Australia to chase after those dreams were all worth while.. That my love and passion for food will touched him and wake him up one day.. I don't want to use food to destroy people.. I want to use it to spread love.. For all those who are reading this.. I'm sure u'll be disappointed in me after reading this.. But i really sincerely hope that u all can understand my situation.. Ben needs some time off for himself.. Ben is a human being as well.. He needs rest.. He needs love, care and concern.. He needs acceptance.. Just like every human being.. And seriously.. If people are going to stop being friends with me bcoz of this.. Leave if u want to.. For to me, i know that i'm being true to myself.. Labels: Australia, ranting, Singapore, Thoughts and Feelings |