Today i'm going to blog with the post titled "Yvonne Tay"
Didn't really want to add the surname there..
But i know way too many yvonnes already.. hahaha..
So today this blog post is of course gonna be written bout her..

Well, she's my sec 1 classmate..
I believe i sat with her before..
Seriously, i thought she was a lesbian.. =.="
bcoz always with farah.. LOL.. hahahaha.. they are really close..
But those were the younger secondary school days when we are childish..

But recently, i was chatting with her..
Getting into certain topics..
In fact.. MANY TOPICS..
hmm.. apparently, i feel that she's a really nice person to talk to..
No offence yvonne, but i used to think u are a bitch.. LOL =X
Her thinking is indeed very mature.. haha..
maybe bcoz she has also gone thru alot in her life as well bah..
In both as a child and another in terms of her love life..

She really shared with me a lot about her experience the past few days..
and we of course talked nonsense lah despite all the serious talkiing..
Like she wants to have her boy to sing 99 songs for her =.=" i was like WTH lah..
Who will want her nxt time.. hahaha...

So through this time of talking,
i seriously got myself to understand a lot of things more..
It's like in terms of how a person thoughts are..
And what really affects them..
And it's indeed what people have gone thru in life makes them have this sort of thinking nowadays..
Something else also affects people's thinking..
It's who and what they interact with..
Like if u were to interact with someone alot..
or love someone really alot..
U will of course be influenced by his/her thinking..

I've also learned that it's kinda interesting how optimistic how people can be.. hahahaha
like that friend of hers..
it's really entertaining when u hear how he comforts himself about his looks..
I always wondered this,
why does people like to judge or love another despite the looks..
or despite what they hear??..
Why can't people just go and see how their character is??..
Or just stay and accompany and talk with them for a few moments..
It might make u know them better..
Imagine urself in shoes of such people.. How will u feel??
I actually grew up in a very judgemental environment..
I was called and labelled a stupid child by one of my aunties.. *shall not elaborate further*
Just because i can't do as well as my cousin when it comes to studies..
I was also always called the "fat boy".. or "ah fat"..
seriously speaking.. these phrases really ruins the thinking of someone..
Making them think they are really fat.. or they are really stupid..
Usually i'll always say this.. if ur thinking is ruined, everything is.. bcoz ur mind controls every single part of your body..

She has been emphasising on this as well..
About how hurting can love be?.. Especially it's ur 1st love..
To me, in my whole life
i've never ever had a single girlfriend before.. (SHOCKING!??!?!??!)
yup.. that's me.. so i didn't know how she feel..
But i've learned it from her..
and come to an understanding..
bcoz i was kinda like considered "abandoned" by my own dad.. (sensitive topic, but i'll talk bout it if u ask me)
anyway, just to let everyone out there know.. despite how sad and devastated u are from u having ur relationship ended..
Trust me, it's not the freaking END OF THE WORLD!!!.. LOL..
There is someone out there who is definately waiting for you, to love you and to take care of you
To be your best friend..
and it's all only a matter of time.. Leave it all up to fate bah.. haha.. or all up to God =)

I was chatting with yvonne about this..
it was really hilarious.. hahahahahaha...
A girls likes a guy..
And one day, the girl decided to ask him this qns..
Girl: Darling ah, do i look fat or thin to you
Boy: Errrrr.. =.="

Guys, have u all been put in this situation before??..
haha..
When u anwer the girl that she's thin, she'll most prob say "DON'T BLUFF" or get into over indulgence
When u answer the girl that she's fat, she'll most prob say "GO AND DIE" or become anorexic.. LOL..
True or not??.. hahaha..

Talking to her, we happen to chat about what she thought of me??.. LOL..
She told me how was i last time and now..
Comparing it..
I must say something..
I was such an ASSHOLE last time.. LOL..
Hope i'm a better guy now =)

She was also telling me that what will girls do when they like guys..
So i was asking her some personal qns.. hahah..
And i got my answers..
So i've decided to do something..
For me to know for u to find you =X

** Anyway yvonne, sorry for using u as an example and tks for ur entertaining chat and hearing my feelings out =) **

Labels: Thoughts and Feelings