Yes people, it's me here blogging again..
I know that on my msn nick now, it says that i'm drowning under homework..
so why am i blogging here NOW???..


Just one very simple reason, i've been having a lot of thoughts inside my head lately..
And a lot of things happened..
So i just thought of writing it down over here in my blog now..
To keep a record of what i've done lately..

Firstly,
O lvls have started in singapore.. And time really flies..
It reminded me of my time in singapore doing my O lvls..
And tmr marks my 10th mth in perth..
How fast time really flies??..
and in about 50 days, i'll be back in singapore for another 60 days =)
Talking about going back to singapore..
Of course i've been feeling excited..
Overly excited till i have no mood to do my assignments at all..
In a blink of an eye, i'm finishing my Cert 3 in commercial cookery already..
How awesome is that??..
i still remember my 1st lesson in tafe for commercial cookery..
I was learning how to make minestrone soup, cutting juliennes, macedonie etc..
But in actual fact,
there is this feeling on the inside of me telling me not to go back to singapore..
it's like a really strange feeling..


seriously speaking, i wonder what's to expect for me when i'm back in singapore..
recently, i have this dream..
about what happened at the airport..
It was exciting, touching yet a bit disappointing..
Bcoz in that dream, i saw that a few weren't there..
hope it's not a deja vu..
but i'm kinda like looking forward to see what's there to expect in december for me bah..


Secondly,
I was reading a few blogs and chatting on msn with a few of my juniors recently..
A few of my SL juniors to be exact..
2 of them are Heads of SL council now, like me 2 years ago..
They were sharing with me so many things..
And i have to seriously say these to all 3 of them:
"I'm really proud of the 3 of you.. do well and bring the council up to the nxt lvl bah.. All thebest.. Surpass me is a must for sure.. And never let ur passion for it die =)"

And u know, just talking to them, reading a few blogs of theirs,
really brings me back memories as a student last time..
it makes me really want to go back to school and enjoy school life once and again..
To hang out a lot with my anikis.. To be rebellious towards teachers.. HAHAHAHA =)


Apparently, i was by one junior's blog..
And i saw a pic of my juniors.. how are they now..
And when i saw those smile on their faces, i started to cry..
Bcoz i've actually seen how much they've grown up..
I remember how they used to be kids..
and now UPPER SECONDARY STUDENTS..
talking much more mature now..
But still, in front of me, still being playful like a kid at times..
but in actual fact,
i finally know how it feels like to be a senior..
like how my seniors used to look at me..
I finally realised how my seniors felt already..


Thirdly,
Just want to update on my job..
Basically, after what happened on last sat,
Jeffery called me from Albany on sunday noon..
Told me not to be stupid, ask me to report back to work..
So i went back that night..
And he said he don't accept my resignition..
And i was shocked bcoz Angela suddenly told me smth..
She firstly said, "from the bottom of my heart, i welcome you back =)"
And on that day, she told me something else as well,
she's gonna start training me inside the kitchen of box 3,
HOW AWSOME IS THAT???
I can finally start working in an industry kitchen!????!?!
WOOHOOO..
Of course i felt really excited..
But at a same ime, extremely touched about what she told me..
She said she wants to train me up inside a kitchen,
apart from that, she told me this, to be humble..
It seems like history is repeating.. She really reminded me of someone in the past..
Ms Chow..
Well, as of now, i will have to work extra extra hard to strive well in the kitchen..
I'll be starting my official training in the kitchen on the coming sunday..
Pray for me and wish me all the best yeah??

Fourthly,
I was chatting with a friend on thursday night after work..
Talking to her was really motivating all the time.. Extremely encouraging..
And i told her something that i've never told anyone in my life before..
About what i think of my dad, from the bottom of my heart..
And it just feels really good to say it out..
She was also telling me about her family, which i never expect her to tell me about..
and one thing that touches me alot will be her love from her parents and her love towards her family..
Not going into really deep detailed on what we chatted about..
But a plan that she got me to help her in really touched my heart..
It just shows me how much one values family love..
I told her about this coming chinese new year in 2009, most probably i'm gonna be lonely..
Eating reunion dinner alone..
And to my surprise, she said "you got me"..
Thank you so much =)

Hmm..
i realised that as i was typing this post, daylight saving has officially started..
I wonder how am i gonna survive with sun setting at 8pm everyday.. =(
hahaha.. just hope i don't have this jet-lag feeling again...
just to let you all know, daylight saving is a practice where an area or state will change their time to be ahead by 1 hour to cope with the summer..
Like for perth, it's gonna be 1 hour ahead of usual timing..
So that the sun will rise later and set very late.. just to save energy..
How cool is that?.. hahaha..

anyway, off to bed already.. gd night people
will blog again soon..

*10 mths has already passed since that day*
just being random here..

Labels: Australia, box 3, Thoughts and Feelings