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Benjamin Tan
29 June
18
Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management
Polytechnic West
City Harvester
W193
Sports Leader
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![]() Benjamin Tan 29 June 18 Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management Polytechnic West City Harvester W193 Sports Leader music.
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G'day People.My name is Benjamin, most people call me Ben or Benben I was borned and raised in Singapore But I came to Australia 2 years ago to persue my studies in Hospitalty Management Currently Working for Tony Roma's Perth and 399 Bar I just simply love cooking and bartending I enjoy Badminton and playing pool as well I used to be from Marsiling Secondary School and proud to say that i'm from MSL badminton and Sports Leaders Council I'm proud to be from City Harvest Church and from N246 I LOVE EVERYONE!!! friends.
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TALK TO ME!!!Tuesday, 24 June 2008 I'm here to blog.. Just put down on the phone with a friend.. It's a her.. Upon talking to her, i came to realised something.. It's like FINALLY i realised it.. It's regarding me and women.. or i can say me having a girlfriend.. I came to realised that i can never be a good enough boyfriend for my girlfriend next time.. She will surely have a lot of insecurity for sure.. Because of the way i socialised bah.. Expecially towards girls.. I often "sweet" talk them just to make them happy.. Do nice things for them to make them feel welcome... As often as i thought, i felt like that's what a guy should do.. that's how a gentleman should be.. But come to think about it now, i was so wrong.. Extremely wrong.. Now i finally realised that i was more like flirting.. that's what some people feel about me.. But to me, i just only treat it as entertainment.. Being Friendly.. Being a joke to make people happy.. I was so wrong.. I tried to put myself in a girl's shoes.. Thought about it.. If i were a girl and have a boyfriend like myself.. Will i feel secure or not.. I may feel happy bcoz he is doing all these things for me.. Like what some girls always say, i'm a sweet young fellow.. =.=" but.. i will definitely won't feel secure at all.. Because i dont want my boyfriend to be someone like that.. Talking in that manner to other girls.. Sure i'll get jealous... I still dont understand.. How did i give u security??.. like what u told me last month.. when u suddenly say out so many things about ur feelings.. I just find it weird.. Find it shocking.. Alot of times i want to say that "i'm sorry" because, i can't be a good boyfriend for you next time.. But, i don't want to say it out already.. den regret it.. I will want to treasure this moment that i have.. as long as i can.. are u willing to give me more time to think about things.. think about us??.. 6 mths already.. 6 mths to go.. and 4 years before it'll start.. Can give me the time to think about it now??.. I just need time to change it.. Will it be good for me to change it??.. Or will singlehood be more suitable for me.. I don't wish to hurt anyone around me.. Especially the one i love dearly.. So how?? Tell me what to do!!!... I'm lost.. Need time.. Let time settle everything bah.. Hmm.. i wonder.................... Labels: Thoughts and Feelings |