Time for blogging again..
A few people has been pestering me to blog.. HOR HUIFONG??? LOL!!!
I wanted to blog about "Loving Kids doesn't mean giving them whatever they want"
But too bad.. i just didn't have the atmosphere to blog about it yet.. HAHAHAHA =.="
Although i can't find the momentum to blog yet.
But i suppose that as the more i type.. the more my fingers will carry on..
I suppose being an extrovert, being a Social Realist..
The more i start to talk or think.. the further i can go..

So i was wondering where shld i start from??
First just to update people with my life??
Well, this wk's officially my last wk working in Box3..
I suppose that many of u guys have heard me saying this countless times..
But it' already confirmed by Grace and Jeffery already..
So yes, Ben's leaving Box 3.. but not for good yet..
Bcoz i have to make sure that before i totally let go, i have to train a strong bartender up first..
Bcoz as of now, i'm the "strongest" bartender who works on busy shifts..
And the one who "mastered" all the cocktails and smoothies so far..
So bo bian..
I feel that going back and train them up, is not my job..
But it's my responsibility as an ex senior staff/supervisory staff in Box 3..
I don't care whether people think that i'm a show off or not,but it's really my responsiblity..

I've been also busy with my upcoming driving practical exams..
Been screwing up my reverse parking.. totally horrible..
Thanks to the really really hot weather all along..
I pray that nxt wed will have a perfect weather.. =)

Had lunch at the Bentley Pines Restaurant today to celebrate Wendy's Birthday..
Our class was there celebrating for her..
It was my 1st time dining in there after being a student there for 14 mths..
This experience is really memorable.. Iwill never forget it..
When after desserts, the cake we bought for her suddenly pop out behind her..
With the classes at the bar and restaurant and our entire class singing for her,
she was like on the verge of tears..
And we got a watch for her and she really loved it..
And i will never forget that reaction that she had.. It was something that i'll never forget..

Anyway, I've decided to join the coffee making comp.. after much encouragement and motivation from so many people around me..
Serene was right.. Joining doesn't mean i have to win.. it's for experience and exposure..
I want to show my love for coffee making to people..
I want to show them what a good coffee is from a young man's interpretation..
I was also thinking to myself..
I want to join a cocktail making competition if possible..
Lily told me something at work today that really touched me..
"Ben, i believe that you are gonna go really really far and excel extremely well in this industry"
Simple words.. but it was really touching..
I really really wanted to cry..
It really was true words from deep inside her heart.. i can feel it.. tks lily =)
Because being young, it's not easy to be accepted by the people around me..
I was being despised or labelled as a rejected product from back in singapore..
I really really want to show people that whatever i've talked about..
Is not for people to hear.. but it's for people to see and believe and acknowledge me..
I want the world to see me as someone who's not talented.. but someone who put in that extra effort into that passion of his in making his dream and goals coming to past..
I believe that such a day is approaching soon..
I strongly believe in it..

Linking to my updates of life..
I began thinking about showing appreciation to others..
Just such simple words and gestures will actually touch people's life..
Really really simple stuff.. Like saying "Hey!! YOU CAN DO IT!!"
Small words, but BIG BIG meaning..
As long as it's from the heart.. Genuinely from the heart..
Whoever whom u apply it to..
Surely they'll be able to feel something..
Just like wendy who felt it from our class..
And myself who felt it from Lily..

Thanks everyone for whatever you've done for me so far..
I guess so far, i'm someone who did not really show appreciation to you all bah..
And now, just take this time to thank you all =)
Thanks for being a part of my life..
With lots and lots of Love..
From Benben

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