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Benjamin Tan
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Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management
Polytechnic West
City Harvester
W193
Sports Leader
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G'day People.My name is Benjamin, most people call me Ben or Benben I was borned and raised in Singapore But I came to Australia 2 years ago to persue my studies in Hospitalty Management Currently Working for Tony Roma's Perth and 399 Bar I just simply love cooking and bartending I enjoy Badminton and playing pool as well I used to be from Marsiling Secondary School and proud to say that i'm from MSL badminton and Sports Leaders Council I'm proud to be from City Harvest Church and from N246 I LOVE EVERYONE!!! friends.
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TALK TO ME!!!Saturday, 15 November 2008 Well, after clearing all my assignments.. I'm bored.. I was chatting to kaili and she suggested to me bout coming to blog.. So i've decided to come and blog bah.. She wanted me to blog about my feelings towards going back to singapore.. But i suppose i'm gonna not only blog about it.. Gonna blog bout what i did these 2 days as well bah.. These 2 days can say it's crucial to me..As usual on every fridays, i go to victoria park for badminton.. And over there, i used to think that going there is boring.. No, no no.. let me rephrase it.. PLAYING BADMINTON IN AUSTRALIA IS BORING!!!.. But ystd, i played against this guy named jon.. He’s a Singaporean, in his mid 20s.. A student from curtin uni.. Played against him.. He is a very strong player.. And obviously i got trashed by him.. But after losing to him so badly, He did not look down on me at all.. But instead, came and talked to me.. About how should i improve on.. Just seeing him reminds me of a group of people.. They are my seniors in MSL last time.. I got reminded of Wei Li, You Long, Zhi Hong, Seng Hong and Alan.. Who are my seniors and taught me a lot about badminton.. And surprisingly, i finally realised why did i decided to stick to badminton last time.. It was bcoz of the warmth i get from everyone last time.. And playing with jon ystd brought back the feeling that i used to have.. It was that awesome feeling.. It seriously brought back my love towards it.. And so what i’ve decided to do for now?.. I’ve decided to start training in badminton again.. But before that.. Back to the basics.. Which is fitness and footwork.. I can’t start in Australia now due to my busy lifestyle over here.. But i’m gonna start it in Singapore.. Gonna do a lot of running and physical activities.. To train my stamina up and my arm power as well as my bouncing on the court.. Gotta train my recovery pace and speed as well.. Gotta get my smashes stronger and sharper as well.. Overall in short.. IT’S EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kai li asked me to blog about my feelings about going back to Singapore.. Surprisingly, i’ll be going back in exactly 4 wks time.. Inside now, i don’t want to think about returning.. There is this part of me that wants to go back and another part that doesn’t.. It’s a very bad feeling.. Not nice at all.. It’s like being really un-decisive and not sure of what i really want.. maybe i just don't want to be disappointed by people again bah.. Maybe it's ok if were to state a few examples over here.. 1) i have no cell group to return to.. 2) Weishan is most probably going to be working for the whole december.. not time to go out with me at all.. 3) Poly students having exams or classes during that period of time.. WHERE GOT TIME TO PEI ME?? =( 4) Joeann as well, gonna be working.. 5) i've lost a best friend whom i have so many activities to do with initially.. but she left me alone like this.. so nvm.. forget about it.. And many other more reasons.. I reckon that most prob, i'm gonna spent most of my time in MSL bah.. Since my juniors love me the most right????!?!??!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =X Or if not, gonna be at home, chiong my anime.. Or walking around singapore i suppose.. taking pictures and everything.. I just want my this trip to be an extremely memorable one.. I feel like i've been repeating quite a lot of things lately bah.. Probably being too over excited.. and also.. i wonder what's gonna happen the 1st thing i step into singapore.. Especially at the airport.. Will those who i really want to see be there as well? One of them doesn't care or regard about me anymore.. The other is being cold to me, always cold to me.. when i leave her alone, she gets all emotional and tells me this and that.. And she's being afraid that it'll be awkward there.. Anyway, shall not talk about it anymore already bah.. I just disappointed.. Time and again, as the mths go by.. More and more empty promises are made to me.. I like finally get to see who are the ones who treasure me and who are those who don't.. The ones who do treasure are the ones who make a constant effort to call me or msn with me.. The others will not bother about me at all.. Well nvm.. It part and parcel of growing.. Where u'll get abandoned by people for them being busy.. End of story.. FULL STOP.. Adios Amigos Labels: Australia, Singapore, Thoughts and Feelings |