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Benjamin Tan
29 June
18
Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management
Polytechnic West
City Harvester
W193
Sports Leader
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![]() Benjamin Tan 29 June 18 Advanced Diploma Hospitality Management Polytechnic West City Harvester W193 Sports Leader music.
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G'day People.My name is Benjamin, most people call me Ben or Benben I was borned and raised in Singapore But I came to Australia 2 years ago to persue my studies in Hospitalty Management Currently Working for Tony Roma's Perth and 399 Bar I just simply love cooking and bartending I enjoy Badminton and playing pool as well I used to be from Marsiling Secondary School and proud to say that i'm from MSL badminton and Sports Leaders Council I'm proud to be from City Harvest Church and from N246 I LOVE EVERYONE!!! friends.
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TALK TO ME!!!Friday, 21 November 2008 It's 4.03am now in my time-zone over here in Perth.. I was about to sleep and i've decided to browse through my sms inside my phone.. Reading all the sms that i've saved the past few mths.. Majority of it like 70% of the sms is from the same person whom i feel there is a need to save the sms from.. I just was reading it and thinking about what i've been telling her and what she has been telling me the past few mths.. And also.. making some observations on how thing's have changed comparing last time and now.. I somehow just felt really uneasy just reading about it.. Reason?? Very simple.. it's the observations i've made of the differences.. Apparently, i just realised that i've been really selfish towards her.. No matter how many times i've said sorry.. I still end up doing the same things again.. No matter how many times i've hurt her.. She still has always been there for me by my side.. Regardless of how busy she has been.. No matter how many times i was down.. She has always been with me all this while.. Just that bcoz of my thoughts and selfishness.. I felt that i was ignored.. In actual fact.. SHE HAS BEEN THERE ALL ALONG!!!! how can i be so blind????!!!!??!?!? how can i be so bad to say about her infront of my friends last time?? What a jerk am i to say that about someone whom i love so much and treats me really well all this while?? Must it come to an extent that i lose her like how i lost my best gal-mate then i'll learn again?? Once is enough.. i don't need another.. I can't afford to lose anyone else.. As i read the sms.. The more i read it.. The more i felt the emotions and feelings into it.. It seems to me that it's not like an ordinary sms.. But it's sms that cares and encourages.. That really shows concern and love to me.. Why didn't i felt it earlier?? If i were more sensitive to her feelings instead of bothering mine.. I wouldn't have realised it at this point of time.. Will it be too late for me to realised it just now??? Or do i still have the time to change and treasure her always..?? Will i make it on time to show her how much she means to me?? Or will it be too late again?? I wonder.... Labels: Thoughts and Feelings |